tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-77880834878966249352024-02-20T18:28:35.366+00:00Love Is For Everyone ♥MaddHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10660393925821856393noreply@blogger.comBlogger66125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7788083487896624935.post-81280888584035283942012-08-08T20:35:00.001+01:002012-08-08T20:35:08.160+01:00It's been a while guys<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
I don't actually know what to say, so I'll come right out and admit it.<br />
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I cheated on Blogspot with Tumblr :'( I'm sorry, soooo sorry, but my Tumblr helps me soooo much and this? Well not one of my readers comments, my friends don't blog anymore and this post is a farewell :'(<br />
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Bye guys <3</div>MaddHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10660393925821856393noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7788083487896624935.post-73888039927764358842012-06-25T16:47:00.002+01:002012-06-25T16:47:26.622+01:00Everything is totally NOT O.K.<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I've had an amazing past couple of days :') but never mind those, stories for better days, this is for ANYONE who, possibly, hasn't had the best couple of days, or even ... <b>life. </b>(ZOMG - full stop, I mean 'SRS BSNSS' and if you don't know what that's from LOSE.YOUR.SOCIAL.LIFE.NOW)</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">So for anyone who's reading this (*cough* not aimed at anyone in particular *cough*) I don't mind you sending me messages asking for advice, I'm all ears and strictly confidential but I can't help and be a good friend(that you know and love) if you don't tell me :) I love you and all I want to do is HELP no ulterior motive whatsoever :D</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">'nuf said me thinks xxx</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Post ya later ;D</span></div>MaddHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10660393925821856393noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7788083487896624935.post-91249554169426165582012-06-20T21:02:00.003+01:002012-06-20T21:02:32.382+01:00I don't like anyone.... or do I ;3<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Just a quick update :3</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Well for a while now I've been relishing the fact that I don't like a guy >.< it makes life so sweet, you stop comparing quotes and love songs and cheesy sayings to how you feel and what you're going through, you can enjoy things for what they are and I really have no idea how to explain how <b>amazing</b> it feels :D AND I don't give a rat's arse what I look like, although for some reason I wear more make up these days I think it's just to please myself :P </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I've been strange lately, and I'm not sure if it's because of the change of heart or just me <i>"growing up"</i> - so to speak - but I'm just not <b>'ME'</b> anymore :s</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I used to absolutely <b><span style="color: red;">LOVE</span></b> Cream Soda(if you have no idea what that is, you have not lived ;D) and meat of all kinds(except for innards and strange things like black pudding and Haggis) but now I'm not so keen on it, the thought of meat makes me feel sick... ~be right back gotta gag~ Sorry, bout that =.= and when I get nervous I feel like crying and cry waaaay easier than I ever did and I don't mind what side of the bus I sit on, I feel like just getting up and going out and taking pictures(NOT meeting people, that thought makes me feel ill too, still a bit introverted - Google it, don't ask >.< ) </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">And I kinda do like a guy but it's not suffocating and because I just want to HELP people I feel like just helping in his love life, like I normally do as a friend, is enough, so it hasn't effected the top paragraph :D I've liked him before :/ I think I did a post about him ages ago like half a year ago O.o but I saw a quote the other day(still love those :P) that said "feelings that return are feelings that never went away" so maybe I've liked him for 4(+) years...? Please give me your verdict :) I'd love to hear it, and I bet Bjork, you know who I'm talking about, Tim(if either one of you is reading this) probably has no idea, but he has a good excuse :)</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">So I think that's about it.... yeah umm. These are hard to end because DF2S is just weird now so....</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I don't like bye, so, Aurevoir :33</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span></div>MaddHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10660393925821856393noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7788083487896624935.post-49640700356577807122012-06-08T20:41:00.001+01:002012-06-08T20:41:15.455+01:00I hope this makes you smile :)http://familyonbikes.org/blog/2011/11/50-lessons-i-wish-i-had-learned-earlier/<br />
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I read all 50 of them and agree with all, I strongly recommend you read them too ^.^ the ones that stuck out most, though, were 'making one person smile can change the world' and 'life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass. It's about learning to dance in te rain' <br />
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I've become a lot more positive lately, my fried told me what was up, I think she read my blog :') she's sorted everything out aswell and I'm ecstatic for her >.< the other one, with girl troubles, he doesn't read my blog. That would be too harsh for him(he's dyslexic you see)<br />
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Anyway because of my positiveness. I've set out to make others smile<br />
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Don't forget to smile x<br />
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(btw the hand drawn one, that is actually mine. I drew that ;D )<br />
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And lately I've kinda had an apiphany, think that's what they call it. I got over a guy, and I feel more comfortable around guys in general - I get on with them more. I'm pulling myself out of my hole, I feel happy for once. I wouldn't go as far to say optimistic. I still have no self-confidence, motivation or determination. And I'm still freaking out over my exams. But I'm only human two years of depression isn't going to go away over night. I'm trying. I want to reconcile with an old friend, I've gotten closer to some best friends who I never realised were aware that I was going through a lot. They could just tell but they didn't say anything. They waited 'till I went to them :') <br />
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However, one of them has recently fell into my illness, they are pushing me away without realising it and I want to tell them that even if they don't realise it, I do, and I am not going anywhere >.< <br />
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The other, although its only girl troubles, still refuses to tell me or let me help, I understand that but I don't think he realises how much I want to be there for him because he was there for me, he was my guardian angel I didn't know I had, so I'll be one for him :) a secret agent <br />
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I'm not writing this to make them feel bad about not telling me, just to let them know, if they read this, that I'll be patient. I'll wait for them to be ready, I'm not going to push you :) I know that people just need to know someone cares, even if that caring person can't help or doesn't know what's wrong, that they're there to catch them when they fall. I won't carry you across the finish line, I'll fix you up and heal your wounds so you can cross it yourself ^.^ <br />
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Nobody comments!!! Nobody posts!!! <br />
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What is my blog coming to?! I think I'm the only one out of my group of bloggers that's still blogging and SOON(!!) Vlogging ;) check me out on YouTube... When I get a link. When I post my first one. GAH. So much to dooo!! <br />
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Please someone. Anyone. Comment. Blogg. Something?!!<br />
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Don't forget to smile x MaddHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10660393925821856393noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7788083487896624935.post-25998751481402034772012-05-21T08:24:00.001+01:002012-05-21T08:24:10.540+01:00"It's not about luck, really, so, best wishes" :)Best thing a person has ever said to me before exams. And he was practically a complete stranger :P don't worry, he goes to my church and I may not know him by name but I do know him... :D <br />
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Anyway he said this and he so totally right! It's got nothing to do with luck, ok so maybe it's luck if you get good questions. But good questions for you may be terribly bad questions for someone else. So it's really a matter of how hard you work, don't you think?! And tbh, I'm not expecting much because I haven't worked as hard as I could've but at the same time I'm pretty confident... so far... ;) <br />
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So don't tell people "Good Luck" before an exam, tell the what this wise stranger told me, "I hope you open the exam paper and smile" <br />
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So to all my friend who are going through GCSEs these next few weeks, I hope you smile :) xxx<br />
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Don't forget to smile x <br />
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They're both guys, one I've been close to for years and honestly wasn't expecting, but the other I'm never really clear on, whether he's a friend or just a dick. Turns out he's the best friend I never realised I even had >.<<br />
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(Love you guys xxx)<br />
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Don't forget to smile x MaddHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10660393925821856393noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7788083487896624935.post-71494508463052529962012-05-09T22:58:00.001+01:002012-05-09T22:58:13.315+01:00Whaaat?!Stupid Timmy :P you could have atleast told me the right date >.< ah well, cba, keeping the seven plaits in ;) <br />
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Yes, that's right people, it wasn't Monday, it's this Saturday instead =.=<br />
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I'm ill still but this is a different cold and it's providing me with plenty flu symptoms which isn't very great :( but I can't afford to skip school, so even if I die, I stay. <br />
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On the brightside 2 weeks from today is our last day >.< excited!!! (I won't mention that my first exam is on Monday and that I'm freaking out because it's French and I suck!)<br />
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Don't forget to smile x MaddHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10660393925821856393noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7788083487896624935.post-27700879882235134892012-05-05T13:16:00.001+01:002012-05-05T13:16:25.053+01:005 plaits - TWO days to go ;)Yeah I'm adding a plait to my hair everyday as a sort of countdown >.< I started last Tuesday, so this coming Monday, the day of unknown events will be the seventh plait ^.^ gotta find more room oven the side of my head :s<br />
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Anyway, today I went into town to buy thank you cards for my teachers; my old form tutor, my current form tutor and my head of year, because it's our last year of school before we go off the college or work, so I thought I'd do something more personal ^.^ <br />
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I'll get some chocolates or something for my other teachers ^.^<br />
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I'm in a good mood today. Although I had a very minor hang over this morning :/ drank two glasses of Rosé to fast yesterday and it went straight my head =.= <br />
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Don't forget to smile x <br />
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<div class="separator"style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgUlNqdpFgR1hN__hFg_-bimKcceclLZMTCrMoM3jVyuqE2WXl-UKj1EqOzRse9MmzJbS94DvsKItwrHWjSVzKq7NbTj3jx0znU4Py48IFMyelvoQ8MpXiOO5XgKtpAFfw1kHdPWBjD6eY/s640/blogger-image--1119975389.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgUlNqdpFgR1hN__hFg_-bimKcceclLZMTCrMoM3jVyuqE2WXl-UKj1EqOzRse9MmzJbS94DvsKItwrHWjSVzKq7NbTj3jx0znU4Py48IFMyelvoQ8MpXiOO5XgKtpAFfw1kHdPWBjD6eY/s640/blogger-image--1119975389.jpg" /></a></div>MaddHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10660393925821856393noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7788083487896624935.post-83443517752688535982012-05-04T08:46:00.001+01:002012-05-04T08:46:52.842+01:00THREE little birdsBob Marley is a Lengend. End of. <br />
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Ok so today.... Umm<br />
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I would like to wish my friend, Björk, and her boyfriend, Anthony, a most lovely anniversary, "May the fourth be with you!" xxx<br />
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Don't forget to smile x <br />
MaddHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10660393925821856393noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7788083487896624935.post-63454406176936453222012-05-03T16:40:00.001+01:002012-05-03T16:40:11.358+01:00FOUR means more than a few <3April Smith :) I love her too x <br />
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If you don't her get your ass on YouTube :P listen to Movie loves a screen >.< <br />
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Damn now I have to think of a song relating to THREE...I don't think I have one :o I'll have to check =.=<br />
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Don't forget to smile x MaddHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10660393925821856393noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7788083487896624935.post-15934806246470209152012-05-02T20:46:00.001+01:002012-05-02T20:47:17.748+01:00FIVEThe number five always reminds me of the song 'I love you 5' by NeverShoutNever *squeals* CHRISTOPHER DREW >.< I ❤ him!!<br />
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"I love you one-ah, two-ah, three, shoo-be-do. I love you four, that's more than I can afford. I love you 5!"<br />
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Yeah. He's amazing, LOVE him >.< <br />
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wow.... Well, glad to get that off my chest ;) <br />
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Here's a list of my top FIVE actors(just for randomness)<br />
5. Andrew Lee-Potts<br />
4. Jim Parsons<br />
3. Johnny Depp<br />
2. Robert Downey Jr. <br />
1. Benedict (Timothy Carlton) Cumberbatch --- yeah, I know his full name ;D<br />
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Hope you likeeee :P<br />
Don't forget to smile x <br />
MaddHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10660393925821856393noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7788083487896624935.post-75075589405290565372012-05-01T08:23:00.001+01:002012-05-01T08:23:40.398+01:006 days, Tim :PHe's asked me to countdown to the 7th of May without letting me know what's happening. I've given up asking, but every title from now on(if I post again before the 7th) will be a countdown ;) <br />
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So what's going on in my life? You ask? Well, if it was just anybody I'd say, mind your own business. But my blog doesn't do that :) my blogs a nice blog. So, I'll tell you. <br />
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I'm still thinking a lot - very bad for me >.< getting pretty sick of all my friends in love e.O; but I refuse to be all negative about it ^.^ let's find positive shit to get us all goingggg XD ok, it's not sunny in my part of the world but on the brightside that means someone else is happy in the sun, right? And I love the rain so I don't mind >.< oh! And if you're reading this you must have a computer and/or access to the Internet so that's a good thing for many reasons :D<br />
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Back to goings on...<br />
I'm finally knuckling down to revise :s bit late but it takes a HELL of a lot to get me motivated and even though I'm not I know I have to so at least I am. God, I need a goal :( <br />
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Umumumum... That's basically it I think :/ what's going on in your life?<br />
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No joke, he was perfect, and no I'm not making the stupid pun :P he was my everything, I still have he's cutie of a sister but she's usually pretty antisocial... Until I want to sleep. Then, she suddenly becomes extremely fussy and climbs all over my face >.< <br />
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Anyway, Cosmo :') I know you watch over me from your little cat food bowl in the sky but I just want to let you know how much you mean to me and that I think about you EVERY day, even when you were alive I think I thought of you everyday, but this is different. I've gotten over the grief stricken sobs the thought of you used to bring on. These days I cry of happiness over the beautiful memories of you and the fact that I had such a blessing in my life. I'm not going to lie, since your death, Cossy(promounced 'coz-e') I've been extremely paranoid of Wanda being asleep, I keep on thinking I'm going to lose her too. I really dont think I'd be able to survive without her, she is my strength, she's had a lot to cope with now you're gone. Love you, Wanda-pond. Yeah I have awesome nicknames for my cats ;)<br />
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So, my prince, you will never leave the huge space in my heart that you took up, I only realised how much space you actually took up once I'd lost you... I guess it's true; you only know what you've got when it's gone :') <br />
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I'll love you forever and you are one of the few people I miss from my life :D <br />
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KEEP SMILING PEOPLE XD xxxx<br />
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(in the picture Cosmo is my little baby-boy on the right and Wanda is the ginger tank on the left ;P )<div class="separator"style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjaUUjpCIhG1YRCfpZAjXOOrG9D7AfO8B-eC0yZ8qb5sDUemdUXvWIKkh_fKdjGJ3S5hOF7wPxs7U7rEITNLimvzbdX-oZP4wVqwfvFx5UzKxMOJvWg-Y58OUrZteCiLW3Tkzto5NgQPf4/s640/blogger-image--1230852284.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjaUUjpCIhG1YRCfpZAjXOOrG9D7AfO8B-eC0yZ8qb5sDUemdUXvWIKkh_fKdjGJ3S5hOF7wPxs7U7rEITNLimvzbdX-oZP4wVqwfvFx5UzKxMOJvWg-Y58OUrZteCiLW3Tkzto5NgQPf4/s640/blogger-image--1230852284.jpg" /></a></div>MaddHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10660393925821856393noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7788083487896624935.post-80702104285207651442012-04-24T08:32:00.001+01:002012-05-03T08:30:10.425+01:00Boredom makes me think too muchLately I've been pretty bored. And I've started realising a few things about myself I was never aware of before:<br />
- I bite my bottom lip when I'm nervous or embarrassed <br />
- I hate full stops… yes of all the punctuation marks I could've picked it had to be the full stop, mainly because when I write on here or IM friends I type as I would speak so just one really long sentence :P broken only by facial expressions >.< it's just so .... final, right?!<br />
- My hair tickles my face and so I end up sitting there scratching random areas of my face looking like a freak ;) <br />
- I don't like saying goodbye. Even in speech! I say 'see ya' or 'talk to you later' <br />
- The one thing I love about the French is that their 'Aurevoir' it doesn't mean goodbye it's something like 'till we meet again' or something when translated literally is waaaay nicer than saying goodbye :3<br />
- I dont send 'x's to anyone. Unless they send them to me I just find it awkward I'm not very girly and I don't see the point in sending fake kisses to people you don't kiss generally anyway :/ ok, I get it when BFs and GFs do it but friends? Ummm no. I wouldn't even send them to a guy I was interested in…<br />
- There's a certain number of people I think about every day. Basically the list I gave in my last post... was it?<br />
- I love the rain. Any form of it. Don't care how strong or loud or cold. It's great >.< yeah I know, I'm using full stops but that's to get the expression of my voice across ;) <br />
- Spring is my favourite season, not because I was born in spring or the fact that it's like the time of new life and all the cliché shizz, it's because every new season I live to see I get to see the world in a whole new way and spring always has the most beautiful 'brand-new' smell and look about it and everything I love about this world. God that sounds cheesy =.= well, I can't really describe it. I guess maybe its because every season has its own smell? And springs is my favourite, autumn would be second, then winter. Summer doesn't even make it - I don't like summer =.=<br />
-Soothers are my comfort food when I'm ill :) u craveeee them, I'm ill now so craving is an all-time high :P<br />
- My iPod always knows exactly what songs to play to voice my inner most thoughts and fears ;)<br />
- I know most inside jokes don't mean anything to people 'outside', but mine... well they don't make much sense to me either ;) e.g. Danger mouse, cheese cake, tastes like penguins >.< , bin juice. Oh dear, just realised most of my inside stuff is with Sophie or Tim :P lol... Oh no! Wait! This one is between me, Scott and Megan ;) 'twirly skirt' ahahahha and then me, Khai and Joe; 'Red Squirell!'<br />
- I hate people in the mornings, I am really anti-social, idle chitchat just pees me off =.=<br />
- I hate water. It's disgusting =.=<br />
- I have 3 sugars in my teaaaa \(^o^)/<br />
- My sleeves(if I'm wearing any), will determine if I'm doing anything. I wear them down while walking and when I'm not really using my hands :P even now, typing, I have my sleeves up - so teachers! Heads up ;) if my sleeves are down I'm not doing any work >.< <br />
- I sometimes mouth the words to the songs I'm listening to. Yeah, I know, some weirdos do this, but what's weirder is that I do it at random intervals... Just imagine it - you're sitting on a bus and suddenly some random passenger starts moving there lips to form words but nothing comes out ;) I never 'sing-along' to the whole song :/<br />
- When wearing my school uniform, walking and listening to music(I'm doing so right now, hell yeahh I can multi-task) I put my iPod in my sleeve, turns out, doing all that and typing is a lot harder ;P <br />
- When I type :P I subconsciously stick out my actual tongue >.<<br />
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Well. That's it. Done :P<br />
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Fear keeps all of us trapped at some point in our lives. It prevents us from speaking out, holding on and letting go. Don't claim to 'not understand' what I'm talking about. We've all felt it. That gripping feeling you get when you know the right things is probably the hardest thing you've ever done and probably, will ever do, in your lifetime. Well, I've got one of those heart-wrenching, stone-cold fears right now, have had for a long time now. I guess I would class it as the one that prevents me from 'speaking out'; from telling that one person how I feel, how I think I've felt longer than I've been aware of the extent myself. But also a bit of the last one too - letting go. I cant let go of this feeling no matter how hard I try. I gave up fighting the fear that stopped me from speaking out, I wont do that but I realise now that if I dont face my fears and speak I'll never be able to let go.<br />
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So I admitted it: I am no where near as strong as everyone seems to think I am. I have fears, some stupider than others, but that just makes me human. And my biggest fear of all? It's losing these people(random order, no order of preference intended):</div>
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I think I'd be able to live my life with just these people by my side :) so the rest of the world can fall into any manner of human error they wish, I don't want any part in it :P</div>
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On another, slightly lighter note.... I've been having random bits of script, song lyrics and poetry bouncing round in my head the past couple of days. Each brilliant thought followed by one even better and then forgotten just as quickly as it sprung up but none can reach paper because unless it's my beloved 'MaddHatts' notebook nothing will flow when I get a pen to paper =.= NEED to find ITTTT O.o</div>
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Apart from this, I know that now this is all off my chest, I will definitely not forget to smile :D </div>
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</div>MaddHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10660393925821856393noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7788083487896624935.post-55706749147666206022012-04-13T17:07:00.001+01:002012-04-13T17:07:40.185+01:00Numb.I've felt numb of any emotional feeling for a while now but I've only really noticed it these past few days. My chest is hollowed out and my heart seems to have gone missing to some other part of my anatomy(don't know what that is? Get an education from google, my dear sir ;P) <br />
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It's funny how one small piece of information can change the way you look at the goings on around you. One little thing can make me go from overly happy about the most insignificant things a guy says to me, to me crying because I want it to stop so bad it hurts more than having the knowledge I never wanted. Then suddenly realising that everyone is getting on with their lives and being happy about it and I'm stuck in one part of my life watching the time go by…<br />
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I realise how little sense that makes. But I understand it :P<br />
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All I want is motivation. Screw love and happiness. I want a goal to keep me going because that's all I believe I'll ever have. <br />
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So, Tim, you wanted me to update because my blog was boring? Well that's what you get.... Sorry <br />
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And more than anytime in the past when I've said this I mean this now because if you see my fake smile it's probably the only one you'll see for a while. <br />
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MaddHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10660393925821856393noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7788083487896624935.post-29488826235589245462012-04-05T21:50:00.001+01:002012-04-05T21:50:17.400+01:00Just one little thing is eating at my mind these days...I've mentioned Justinn before, right? Well lately there's just one thing that's been bugging me: we used to be really close. <br />
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Iknowiknowiknowiknow! Everyone says that but, honestly, he's the closest thing I've ever had to my 'fantasy guy best friend' … yeah I have one of those, doesn't every girl? ;P well anyway. We were close and I guess I must have ruined it somewhere along the way because we drifted apart and I still can't bring myself to have a proper conversation with him apart from a few Skype ones we have now and again and even then it feels strained and I hate it T^T I miss us :( <br />
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I don't want to end my school life not talking to him. Yeah, he might possibly be going to the same college as me but what if that plan falls through?! What do I do then? Do I lose him to the black abyss that swallows up most relationships after that point in our lives? Will he be willing to make the effort to meet up with me during frees and holidays? :( gaaahh so many questions and I used to be able to just ask him straight and honest but he's online right now and I can't even say hi =.= <br />
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I've destroyed one of the best relationships I've ever had with a guy and I don't know how to apologise to him :'( I don't want to regret this for the rest of my life… any advice? Probably not....... But it's worth asking right? <br />
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I still promise that I won't forget to smile though xxxx <br />
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So, it's Sunday the 1st of April >.< 2 days till my birthday XD and it's a beautiful day. But. It's meant to rain on Tuesday :'( <br />
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It's ok though. Already decided that Tuesday is going to be a normal day. Celebrated my birthday yesterday so I'm good. Although tim and Ron couldn't make it we still had fun: just Megan, Sophie and Björk cane so it was a great girls-day-out ^.^ I loved it and thank you all for coming ;) xxx<br />
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Honesty corner<br />
This segment of the blog is my new addition to talk honestly about my feelings and over-use the terms tbh, honestly and not gunna lie ;) <br />
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But, HONESTLY, I have nothing to say...<br />
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Sooo ttfn and DF2S xxxxxxMaddHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10660393925821856393noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7788083487896624935.post-70735790151434853032012-03-29T08:19:00.001+01:002012-03-29T08:19:16.080+01:00I believe…- that one smile from someone you love can instantly make you happier<br />
- that long walks on the beach help to clear your mind and look at any problems with an open mind <br />
- in angels<br />
- in laughter<br />
- that the truth is in their eyes, you just need to know how to see it<br />
- you've already met the one you'll be with for the rest of your life, whether as a friend or lover, they'll always be there for you <br />
- in the quotes I love<br />
- in the people I hold closest to my heart<br />
- in true love overcoming the worst circumstances, even death, and of course, being there through the happy times as well<br />
- that cracking my knuckles won't give me arthritis <br />
- that I'll get arthritis anyway because it runs in the family<br />
- that that last belief just proves I'm part of something much bigger ^.^<br />
- that remembering to smile even when you have a bad day makes those around you happier even if I'm not very good at it :P<br />
- that every time it rains, snows or becomes foggy, it washes the world and makes you see it anew when it clears<br />
- that most of my posts have been cheesy mixed with random so here's another random ;)<br />
- war never makes anyone stronger, happier or safer<br />
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And most of all, I believe someone, somewhere is reading this right now and although they don't know what I look like or who I am, they are thinking of me and I am thinking of everyone who will read this as I'm writing it. I believe someone somewhere is thinking of me without reading this and that I'm happy to have touched someone's life :)<br />
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I hope I made you think, of all the good things to believe in<br />
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DF2S xxxxMaddHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10660393925821856393noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7788083487896624935.post-13202036563544445822012-03-27T08:38:00.001+01:002012-03-27T08:38:40.210+01:00The birds sing the songs that great musicians are inspired by, wish to
recreate and fail to do so - miserably ;)Yesterday slightly less bad ^.^ 'Part from french, the whole day was quite... Fun O.e <br />
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Started off with science which totally killed my small number of brain cells I'd spent so many years preserving. Well, too bad. They're gone now ;) then RE, thank god (lol) we didn't have a test. Nope not yeterday, but, today =.= English speaking exam at lunch - 14/15 >.< sooo happy. Now I have three speakings with that score. Aced. <br />
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I know what you're thinking; YOU ARE ENGLISH! OF COURSE CAN BLOODY SPEAK THE LANGUAGE >.< <br />
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*resists the urge to change 'language' to 'lingo'*<br />
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But speaking exams consist of; a presentation(infront of the class), a debate(with some friends infront of the teacher) and a dramatic thingy(mine was a monologue, yesterday) <br />
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Yeah, I do drama(@ the weekend) but doing it in front of a load of strangers is completely different from doing in front of people who can taunt you for the rest of your days if you embarrass yourself. Which luckily, I didn't ^.^ <br />
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Anyway. The good thing is: I PASSED with flying colours ^.^ XD<br />
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Sooo, good day, yesterday. Today? I have an RE end of topic test, an ISA(Investigative Scientific Assessment - oh yeah! Look at me spouting smarticle words ;P) and then a French speaking preparation thingy last lesson :'(<br />
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But I'm in a positively, supertastic, good mood ;D<br />
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So I'm definitely not going to forget to smile today XP <br />
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DF2S xxxMaddHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10660393925821856393noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7788083487896624935.post-64997477798952510972012-03-26T08:25:00.001+01:002012-03-26T08:25:10.523+01:00SMILE!! ...please?*braces herself for the fact that I may be called a hypocrite for this* <br />
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I need to make Tim smile, because apparently, although he's the 'glass-is-always-half-full' types, he gets upset too. And this is all because of me :(<br />
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I mentioned the party thing in the last post? Well we were trying to sort train times out and then our friend rob, who was coming down with him, says he may not be able to go :'( and of course that means Tim's mum isn't happy about him going all the way by himself. <br />
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Now, I'm not pinning the blame on anyone, seriously. I love both of them very much and I want to see them. But I don't want anyone upset.<br />
SO! here's the deal-e-o…<br />
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I'm just gunna write a load of shizz that most of you won't understand. But tim will. And that's the point. <br />
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"Remember Coldplap? Just think about the image I get whenever I write, read or say that word ;) that's bound to make you laugh. Andddd (just to piss rob off :P) Heyyaa Lil' Rob >.< how ya doing?"<br />
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Short and sweet but I honestly can't think of anything more and all these inside jokes are making me look like a total twit sitting on the bus giggling to myself. What's worse is that, if anyone asked what I'm laughing at, I'd look even more insane O.e<br />
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Anyway remember the cookies aswell ;P and......<br />
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HUGZZZZZZzzzzzz<br />
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Love you both! Oh yeah and Björkie if she's reading this ;) but then again this is just for Rob and Tim tbh.... So ... Yeah. <br />
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DF2S ;) <br />
MaddHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10660393925821856393noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7788083487896624935.post-17038642860971964692012-03-25T17:28:00.001+01:002012-03-25T17:41:02.197+01:00HonestyI'm going to take some friendly advice and set myself the target of being more honest with myself and about myself to others. <br />
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Of course I'm going to try and apply this to my feelings about a couple things but let's start off slow by posting a few on here :)<br />
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Only a few people have really seen or noticed this about me (that I know of, you may know it and not have told me) anyway, I'm a really sensitive person but a lot of people think I'm the tough person I project myself to be. I'm, honestly, like one of those biscuits - tough coating, soft and squishy in the middle. Like a.... stale jaffa cake (which us a cake. Just to clarify. >.<) my mind works in mysterious ways ;P<br />
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And another thing. This Saturday I'm meeting up with some friends to celebrate my birthday which is actually on the Tuesday after, a couple of these friends I haven't seen since last July. And one of them I've only really been friends with for five weeks (not like anyone's counting :P) and obviously this relationships have been solely Internet based with a few texts here and there...and a lot of spam texts :P yeah. You guessed it. It's Tim and Rob (Hiiiii :D) <br />
Well anyway. I'm really scared that the relationship I have with them in cyber space isn't gunna equate to much in person. Face to face. Reality. <br />
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God I hate reality :( it's so much more disappointing that my day-dream world :P <br />
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Back to the main topic. Honestly, I'm scared. Excited. Nervous. But freaking out as well :S <br />
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But! I won't forget to smile :) and HUG >.< that's for sure. That'll get us over the awkwardness ;)<br />
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Wish me luck ^.^ <br />
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text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgYmXPLiUqaJAyZbpaoZs9NhZEfku1Y_yAWjCM7i6aHnQKDWpuTKIqeEY8Paw0LrTugjEpCoXTN-Arb1hjdg0uBMcUEMK5b97-D4-cT6gSvrNeXBb86OUyuBW_7MEeP_0f6jpTH0o63-hw/s640/blogger-image-565838000.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgYmXPLiUqaJAyZbpaoZs9NhZEfku1Y_yAWjCM7i6aHnQKDWpuTKIqeEY8Paw0LrTugjEpCoXTN-Arb1hjdg0uBMcUEMK5b97-D4-cT6gSvrNeXBb86OUyuBW_7MEeP_0f6jpTH0o63-hw/s640/blogger-image-565838000.jpg" /></a></div>MaddHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10660393925821856393noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7788083487896624935.post-87186619373759548882012-03-23T16:56:00.001+00:002012-03-23T16:56:22.377+00:00CreasesI'm that little corner of the paper that manages to get caught on everything. The little piece that it always out of place. I'm that little crease that pisses you off after you've tried so hard to flatten me out. I won't be ironed out, or pushed into place. I wont even be forced to sit and listen. I'll stand up, stand out and be heard. I won't respect you, until you respect me. So sit down, shut up and listen. <br />
It's my turn. I'm the crease in your shirt that just won't iron out. The crease on the corner of your speech that makes you look like an amateur. I'm the one person that will always question your motives, question your beliefs and sometimes I'll even prove you wrong or change your opinion.<br />
I'm me. Nothings going to change the fact that I want to stand out. I don't just want to talk to a bunch of spectators, I want to speak to the people who care. So screw the haters. <br />
I don't want you to just listen. I want to be heard. Understood. So leave if you don't. Your not worth the time. <br />
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