Stress

So yesterday i made a total and complete fool of myself after getting my exam timetable that morning in registration...
It turns out that i have been submitted to take a resit for an exam i told my teacher i DID NOT want to resit :(
So. I cried.
Yeah, I know, pathetic, right?
so anyway that let me in for not only one 'talk' with a teacher but several. first my form tutor, ever-helpful and caring Dr. Read (and to all my friends out there reading this, that is not sarcasm, i officially love dr. read. again, ex-nay on the sarcasm-nay (dont speak pig-latin)), who told me to come have a private chat with her at break about it :s and then on my way to the bathroom to get a tissue my ex-tutor caught me and took me aside to 'chat' very humiliating D: ikr? and then my actual teacher who submitted me, he's lovely and he said that it wasnt him, that there was some kind of miscommunication and encouraged me to do it anyway because i have nothing to lose.
NONE of the above has actually eased my stress in the slightest, but i guess im just that good at acting because half of the problems with my stress lies at home and i am NOT prepared to talk about it because everytime i say it outloud it doesnt sound that bad, but it is when you experience it. i just fail at explaining things....
so yeah that's it i guess... just venting ;D sozzy bout that my dear
TTYL xxx